I’m sorry for the lack of new post, lately. It’s not because of lack of new experiences to share with my readers. It’s spring and spring has always been difficult for me. Spring makes something to my emotions. It makes me more sensitive and sometimes I cry for no actual reason and things get little “tougher” somehow. The feeling of having “bad luck” in everything I do, when it actually is more about bad choices I made. Depression and sex is also a bad mix, which I also experienced lately. It hasn’t worked that well, with the intimacy, in the past week. My wives understand and they never show dissapointment, and they never get mad at me. They just say: “It’s OK. We love you for WHO you are, not for how you accomplish in bed. Sex IS important, but your well being is even more important.”
I even cry when they say those things to me. They never showed any kind of dissapointment when I “fail” with the intimacy part of our relationship. The one who do get dissapointed is me, and I get dissapointed in myself, for not succeeding with that particular part of the relationship and it also affect my self confidence. But I know it will get better again. It has before, and it will again.
Bare with me. New posts will come, eventually.
Love from me and my wonderful wives